1:30 a.m.

 

pain, exhaustion, confusion

 

at 6:30 PM a wave of exertion hits.

 

shower, dinner, TV, reading, Morpheus calls

 

turbulence strikes as demons are battled in a fictional but could- be- real dream

 

mental screen polluted by newsflashes of the world today.

 

the fight is fierce seems like this could be a delusional fever

 

- temperature 35.7 at 10:00 PM.

 

fall asleep once again.

 

more scenes of people you know, who want to change the world,

 

but delegate the tasks to someone else, just in case, the law comes knocking at the door;

 

be it the judicial law or the morality law.

 

the body needs to cool.

 

the head needs to calm down.

 

Ideas, thoughts, the events of the day

 

need to be flushed  

 

- temperature 35.4 12 AM

 

toss and turn, check messages, respond to some

 

head still ringing

 

body aches

 

insomnia hits.

 

1:00 AM

 

get out the notebook to jot down the massive mess going on inside

 

the war between emotion and reason causes the neck to ache.

 

the ultimate quest is peace:

 

peace of mind,

 

peace of heart,

 

peace of soul.

 

thus how?

 

August 9, 2022 

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