Out of Order

Five months have gone by since you last touched, kissed, hugged. Around a hundred and fifty days without daily phone calls. No sharing, no caring, no worries; only pain. To know what is going on hurts, especially knowing that he is not happy. If he were, then your heart would rest, however, that is not what you see or feel.

What is love? To see the one you love happy, worry-free, enjoying life that’s how I would answer this question. When you love someone you do everything you can to make sure that this happens. You do your best at work. Do not bring problems home. Make plans. Then all of a sudden one day it is all over. Perhaps you were better off doing just the opposite; not caring, not sharing and not worrying.

They say that of you can’t sleep at night thinking about someone it is because that someone is thinking about you. This person should have his head examined. Let’s get down to the nitty-gritty. Did the person who said this call up the person he was thinking about and who he was losing sleep over to ask: Hey, are you thinking about me? I doubt it. Who in their right mind who let go of their ego and do this? Let alone want to hear on the other side of the receiver: No, not at all.

Face it. The truth is you are in love with someone who is in love with someone else who is with the one you love to get over another person who is in love with another. Complicated? Maybe it is. But it sure does make sense.

Yeah. Sure pretty soon someone else will come along and sweep your feet away, but until that moment comes, you lose sleep and hope that the one you are thinking about is losing sleep over you too.

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(Written February 3, 2013)
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